Lost

Now is my time of feeling lost. All the second year guys (I'm among them) are now fighting against our tesinas - master thesis. And I become more nervous each time.

This is a new experience, the research time. Up to now, I had solved tons of exercises, read a lot of papers, studied many well-known results... But I was running through an objective. I knew that there were some kind of logic under the things, although I could not see it. I only had to make some efforts to understand the problems.

Now I do not know if there are answers to the questions I work with. And I try to solve problems, but I don't know if there exist solutions. And it is being really hard, because I don't know where I should search, who I should ask. And usually, when I think I see light, it was only a false alarm. I'm now suffering at QED, really. And the only thing I know is that I must keep trying to obtain things, that I'm not sure, they exist.